Thursday, June 29, 2006
Joy! a survey thingy...
[x] I am a dreamer.
[ ] I want to be a footnote in a book someday.
[x] I am not colorblind.
[ ] Kurt Cobain is quite possibly the only person whose corpse I would seriously consider having sex with. [wth...thats just retarded...ew...corpse]
[x] I have seen snow before.
[ ] I always forget when I am cooking and start kitchen catastrophies.
[ ] I don't like men, but I don't like women either.
[ ] I have never had a girlfriend, but I would like to someday.
[ ] I feel like I was born in the wrong time period.
[ ] I want to live in a downtown studio apartment, but I also want a house with a wrap-around porch.
[ ] I have the black thumb of death when it comes to plants and/or small pets.
[ ] Sometimes, I talk to myself.[well, not out loud anyways]
[ ] If any small, sharp, pain inducing object is on the floor/ground, my foot will find it.
[x] I love to be barefoot.
[x] Some music makes me sad. And I like it.
[x] I love giving gifts to people, even if it is not a special day.[i just dont have the money for it most of the time]
[x] I want to be a revolution all by myself.
[ ] I don't know what I want to be.[well, i've narrowed it down to about 10 careers]
[x] I have never seen The Godfather or Pulp Fiction.
[x] I like getting things in the mail.
[x] I'd be ashamed if I were ever First Lady.
[x] I pretend that everything is okay to protect the ones I love.
[ ] I am anal about my hands.
[x] I procrastinate. A lot.
[x] I have trouble not singing to songs I know. Even if I hate them.
[ ] My whole family thinks that I am just going through a phase.
[x] I love to take pictures, even though I don't get to do it as much as I'd like.
[ ] I sometimes get jealous.
[ ] I am a lot more bisexual than I will ever admit to most people.
[x] My biological parents are divorced. And I'm glad.
[x] I'm a packrat. I never throw anything out.
[x] I need a vacation.
[x] I speak only English fluently, and that makes me sad.
[ ] I'm a desperate insomniac.
[x] I love candle-light.
[ ] When I was really little, I asked my mom if I could marry my dad. She said no, and I was mad. [o.o no...just, no.]
[ ] I am addicted to 24.
[x] I take really, really, really long baths
[ ] I think I have the capacity for alcoholism.
[x] If I ever got jury duty, I would be ecstatic. I think it sounds like such fun.
[ ] Money is very important to me.
[x] I have a lot of issues with my family. Especially my mother.
[ ] I am the oldest child.
[ ] I have a great boyfriend.
[ ] I piss myself off a lot.
[x] I love a lot of people.
[x] Words fascinate me.
[x] I am very independent.[i think so anyways and thats all that matters]
[x] I need more sleep.
[x] My car is one of the most important things to me. It is my key to freedom; my escape, should I need one. [this one would be if i had one]
[x] People think I'm funny.[um...ive been told i am a few times...]
[x] Sometimes, I don't get it.[thankfully, Peace is right alongside me all lost and stuff :D]
[x] I'm scatter-brained.
[x] I can dance, but I can't... it's odd.
[x] I am always reading at least one book.
[x] I wish I could fly.[dont we all?]
[ ] I'm afraid of heights.
[ ] I have a lot of drive, but have problems keeping interest in things I have started.[so many unfinished things...]
[x] I love to argue.
[x] I have an innie belly button.
[ ] I suffer from chronic pain.
[ ] I should be asleep right now.
[x] I have strong affection for ice cream.
[ ] When people ask me if I smoke, I smile and say, "Not cigarettes."[no...but i should start saying that...just to scare them :D]
[ ] I have a fetish for 80's music. A big one.
[x] I think I have an unhealthy obsession with music. But I don't mind.
[ ] Once, I was able to have a lucid dream, but it was so exhausting that I've never tried it again.[my dreams never quite make sense, theyre so weird, i luv em <3]>[ ] I have a habit of arguing with the television.[no...but i will try it next time my brother walks into the room, that way he has something new about me he can tell evry1 :D {slight attack on my brother...he bitches about me to his friends more than i bitch about everyone put together}]
[x] I just found out that blue was the original color of St. Patrick's Day. [by doing this survey thingy :D]
[ ] I like to surprise my friends with stupid trivia.[i can never remember any of it :(]
[ ] I love politics.
[ ] I am having an identity crisis.
[x] I like jigsaw puzzles from time to time.
[x] I am crazy.
[ ] I enjoy eating tomato sandwiches.[unless its sundried/semi-dried tomatoes, theyre yummy]
[x] I can be very stubborn.
[x] I don't make my bed in the morning, I make it right before I go to bed.[i never make it unless my mum tells me to because someones coming over]
[x] I need more clothes.[just a few more things...not much,i swear]
[ ] I still stick my tongue out at people.
[ ] I don't like to yawn in front of people. I have a really bad yawn face.
[ ] If I had the money, I would buy DVD box sets of all my favorite TV shows.
[ ] I am still afraid of the dark.
[ ] I believe in ghosts, or at least I wish I did.[but sometimes theres nothing else to explain weird happenings]
[x] I love hugs.
[x] I like to watch movies that I've already seen with people who haven't.[but i try to pretend i havent seen it before, that way they dont ask whats gonna happen]
[x] I am very picky with some things, others I don't worry about.
[x] Purple is my favorite color.[one of them]
[ ] I have a sticker that says "sinner" on my car.[it would help if i had a car...or my lisence]
[x] I do not have a name for my mattress.[now it has a name]
8:37 pm
"you're already
The voice inside my head..."
"Go, I don't wanna know..."
"Its easy to believe someone when they
tell you exactly what you want to hear..."
I guess there's just one last thing to say that will sum up everything...
I hope monkies fling poo at you. =]
6:27 pm
havent blogged in a while...life's been a bit like a rollercoaster ride since my last entry...but thats in the past...
6:12 pm
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
omgsh, today was so funny.
1st period- textiles, jac was all paranoid about elvy coz she got busted for her red hair extension (which miss elvy was jealous of coz it was total hotness, lyk omg, red & black). Jac got let off this time, so its all good...
Recess&&Lunch- omg, i was dared to "special" hug 6 girls and 1 guy...peace style, haha! and omg, there's something in the water...half of the girls felt me up right back o.o ... Poor samuel, his dares were hard, he wasnt allowed to say "no" he had to say "bananas" instead, so i was making everyone go ask him if he was gay, n they were like "why the hell is he saying bananas?" o0o0o and his other one, he wasn't allowed to call crystal by her name, he had to call her honey or sugar, or somethin along those lines...instead, he ran from her, haha, i told her to chase him around asking him questions...o0o0o and there was the food fight crystal started. we were just sitting around and then all of a sudden she flings some yoghurt, but it didnt really get anyone, and then she goes back for round 2, lol. she got yoghurt all over michael, and then they were fighting and michael ended up with half a bottle of water on his lap.
4th period- photography... i spent the whole lesson drawing in my diary. i was like sleeping with my eyes open, i know, talented much, lol. after photography anna asked me if i was lesbian, and i was lyk o.o n then i was bein sarcastic about it, but i shouted "i think i luv u anna" too loud, coz people started looking, haha, its all good. Samuel, i blame you for her asking me...stoopid dares! haha.
=] Good times...
(p.s. 2nd and 3rd period were so gay they didnt deserve to be mentioned anywhere but here)
8:03 pm
Sunday, June 04, 2006
The Taste Of Ink
-The Used-
Is it worth it can you even hear me?
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I've felt it for a while now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o'clock in the f***ing morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free
So here I am it's in my hand
And I'll savour every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savour every moment of this
And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see it
As long as you’re alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away
We'll drink and dance the night away
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savour every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savour every moment of this
Savour every moment of this
As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there
As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there
And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there so you can see it
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savour every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savour every moment of this
Savour every moment of this
Savour every moment of this
5:39 pm
